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Simply SafeSimply SafeSimple pleasantries are all I exchange.Just to get back to what feels to be normal.Waiting for the rain to wash away thecrimson that flows from me.Emptiness no longer able to hide.Everyone's here yet I'm alone.My thoughts keep me company.Yet even they wish to leave.Lead me away from this abyss.Show me how to love again.Tell me how to feel again.Teach me to know that I am worthy.As my heart aches with your long pause,I retreat back to my simple pleasantries.Copyright ©2007 Rebekah McArthur
NeedingNeedingAll I long for is peace of mind.All I need is silence.One day of joy.One night of comfort.Just to feel whole again.Just to be normal.Let me live.Let me go.I don't want to feel this pain.I don't want to drown my soul.To be free.To have wings.To want to live again.All I long for is peace of mind.All I need is silence.Copyright ©2007 Rebekah McArthur
OverwhelmedOverwhelmedMy heart is beating so loud.Can't you hear it?Anxiety so high like piercing needles throughmy hands as I try to grab reality.Depression so low as if to dropoff a steep cliff without asingle stumbling step.Guilt so overpowering as if all eyes are onme saying you should have known better.Love so distant as the stars and moonhanging so gracefully, but just out of reach.Hope so fleeting as horses runningfree in a field of lavender.Faith in the kindness of others fadeslike the light at sunset.Feeling so sick with myself and the world.Copyright ©2007 Rebekah McArthur
Light and BeautyLight and BeautyInward beauty. Outward hatred.Self-loathing and self-doubt.Knowing all along that I am worthy.Never to show myself to anyone.Closeness is not an option.I can't allow comfort and love.I go out knowing what the world hasin store.I choose to be in mylittle world of safe.There is good, but all that I cansee is the underlining evil.It is not enough to go on day by day.Is there a way out of this cycle?Am I brave enough to step out?Light surrounding me as I walkpast the hurt.Love envelops me as I look past the pain.Am I to accept another when I cantaccept myself?Copyright ©2007 Rebekah McArthur
BlessedBlessedThis child that I hold so dear to me.This wonderful gift from above.Tis not yet in my reach.I could never ask for more joy then whenI heard those words I have been longing for.To feel complete, to have a child is all I prayed.To finally have peace instead of torment.You had a bad day, I thought that my news could wait.Your anger is too much to control.This should have never happened.Now I have different news.My prayers were answered but now it was taken away.The beauty that I held within is now gone.All I can do is wonder how it could have been.Copyright ©2007 Rebekah McArthur